Surrender

Defeat

Embarrassment; Breakdown; Destruction; Collapse

yet...

Triumph!; Excitement; Hopefulness; Euphoria, even.

For a while now I have been reading blogs that some of my friends have.

I tell myself,

"I could probably do that, it would be fun".

"Would I even be interesting"?

"I definitely spend enough time online for that".

"Who cares about what I think"?

"Who would want to read all of my ramblings"?

Well...

You're reading this aren't you? That is enough for me.

Don't expect too much though, as this is the first blog-type thing I have ever attempted.

Ever.

I mean, I didn't even do that journal stuff as a kid (as much as I now wish that I did).

Anyways...

I guess you can just come here on all those boring days/nights that you usually just sit on Facebook. You know what I'm talking about. When you should be paying attention in school; doing your job at work; writing that paper; or sleeping. Who knows, this blog could become a place of sanctuary; better than Facebook, but who am I kidding? I have no idea how this blog will turn out.

Hopefully I don't forget about it...

If more than a week ever goes by without a post YELL at me, I deserve it.